Wednesday 30 June 2010

Change of a Man

all fragment memory.. hope i'll be better after i write it out...
no one to listen to it...

the way you speak is monotone( no feeling ), can you even feel what ppl feel?
FUCK YOU... the way i speak got nothing to do with i can feel others feeling... can you feel it?

racist here and there... you racist ar.... and now i think i'm going racist in the house

feeling of being neglacted... no one care about it because its non of their business...

every action i did like a gay... the more gay you think i am the more gayer i'll be...
how can i live like that...
hoping you would change me after the contamination... FUCK YOU!!! you made it worst

asking me to trust you... but you betray someone that trust you in front of me... and you ask me to help you with it too... can't you just be honest about it? just that you forget about and it nothing big.. is lying needed?

FUCK this fragment memory... FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!

3 comments:

micelia amalia sari said...

calm down...
calm down...
mungkin tak semua yang seperti itu
dirimu menyenangkan, apa pun pribadimu... that's you,
jangan terlalu dipikirkan statement org itu, toh persahabatan ga menilai seseorang dari sempurnanya dia

jangan terlalu dipikirkan hal2 yang bisa membuat han down...

nightangel87 said...

muahahaha... btol kata2 ice tu...
makin lama arti sahabat pada saya kian hilang.. kayak udah lupa gimana harus saya lakukan supaya pertahankan teman2 yang baik...
Mungkin sebab takut kehilangan teman jadi ingin lakukan yang terbaik buat mereka... semua komentar mereka terikat pada memori saya tanpa sedar dan jadi tension sebab tak dapat tunaikan... hehehe...
moga akan hilang perlahan- perlahan :)

micelia amalia sari said...

Tak ada yg salah dg harapan,kita pun boleh mengharapkan sahabat yg baik utk kita.
Tapi kalo ce,mencoba utk bprinsip `menjadi bukan mencari`,menjadi sahabat tbaikn bkn mencari yg tbaik,give and give,bukan take n give saja