Monday 25 April 2011

How To Pose :D









































after watching my friend's picture and most of it or maybe i should say most of them look so nice.. macho and handsome or there's an element in there..
somehow i doesn't see that element in all the picture that have me inside (T_T)
i just feel "o my is that me in that picture?" what am i doing there it just spoil the photoes because i look as stifff as a wood!!! (~_~)


so i decided to make this post and keep it.. look a bit awkward but i need to make myself think of
how can a guy pose so i'll look better in the mere future when i want to join in a photograph session
some look so sexy but will do la.. as long as i'm in a cloths it'll look just like a normal posing for a guy.. i doubt myself will dare to even pose the one on the beach :P

Wednesday 16 March 2011

guilty as ever

can't even leave a post about my own feeling.. :(
bad feeling about other always come because i can't supress it..
when guilt took over me.. silent always the best medicine for me..
still trying to act dunno..

sorry for all the ill manner and same feeling will come back just the matter of time..
but for the time being everything is supress by guilts...
i hope there's a guild nearby that can store and share my guilt..

can't find the person tat can share my feeling without letting the whole world know..
not even the friend i usually hang out with...

what prove i need to know that person can keep my secret? i don't know because i need to tell a secret then observe i think.. but i often forget stuff easily.. even my secret become not a secret later.. so wat secret i have.. only guilt will sweep everything away..

1 conclusion when guilt come in my way.. apologise to the person that i feel i make then sad or miserable, angry or emotioned..( my best friend teach me: if you think you did something wrong just apologise to them, then hope they'll forgive you. you did your part the rest is up to that person)

how long i can last.. no one know.. until one day i lost my sense maybe, degree of reasoning hit ZERO..

tell someone i like and sorry before anything happen would be the best way.. movie teach us a lot..
better not to regret anything later..
(i'll continue believe and do as long as i remember how to do it)

recite sutra maybe can help me a bit..
amitabha