another day that didn't heal anything from previous...
i think i lost the strength to even do a simple charity like i learn long time ago...
from a wise person [ ppl don't have to do big charity always... so wat if you do lot of charity and neglect your family... do simple charity by caring ppl around you or close to you... eg. helping your mum with house chore and other stuff...]
but those i care and like seems to just "POOF" away... and i'm hurting those i care...
and me myself contribute 30% of the reason.. or maybe 90%
i'm in a fantasy of life now...
learning everyone around me...
teaching stuff that i can see them using it
to say he'll be doing this then a while later he's doing tat...
even to get some advise~~ don't bother that much how you feel
i do wish i can wish for something... but that something will hurt more ppl... so its better not to wish for tat something...
my role model.... is in a total mess !!!!!!
